Monday, September 26, 2005
Anti-Social Attitude..?
Hmm... hope this post isnt going to get those idiots attention... anyone friendly that came to visit my blog wud knw that there were some trouble maker trying ways to fully utilise their time... anyway, before i say anything, this post is to let my friends knw y my "attitude".. but guess those bo liao peeps is going to think that i'm trying to get myself off something... anyway, friends, forgive my straigtness, crudeness, and if i'm overly sensitive...
Although most of the ppl that knw of my blog thru me personally are my poly clsmates, but i believe that eventhough we communicate, u all still thinks that i'm kinda anti social... actually, i believe that i'm 1 person not very gd at communicating, cuz im a very boring person wif a very boring life... according to my own theory, gals are one creature that keeps things to themself, so i dun tok alot abt myself hence i dunno wat to chat wif u all... btw, i think my most anti-social attitude factor is that i seldom go out wif my poly peeps... there's a history to it, in fact, i love going out wif friends (but then, i seldom tok during outings, & i wud try not to spend money... so kinda boring to go out wif me... =p)... it all started when im in sec 1...
when ppl goes to sec sch, they get more freedom (physcologically) including me... but my dad is 1 very conservative old man that is very protective of gals (especially when i'm the only daughter) hence, he dun like me going out... so the very act smart me wud call after sch (whenever my friends wanna go out) and lie to my dad that i'll b having remedial... then i wud go out wif my friends... but the long term side effect is that it is starting to piss off my dad... haha... finally in sec 2, he told me that no matter if it is cca or remedial, i am not to stay for it under last min notification... so, from then on, i cannot go out or stay in sch on last min notification... but it appears that my poly cls peeps at most time, goes out when they feel like it... meaning: Last Mins... haix... i already cannt rem how many times i rejected their invitations... sorry peeps...
there's also another thing, i like spending... most of the time, i wud find something cute/nice and i wud buy it without thinking of wat use do i have for it... in the end, stuffs get piled up at home... so to restrict myself, i might just dun bring my wallet/excess money to sch...
so my dear friends, try to let me knw any activities in advance, and i wud definitely go if i do not have any activities planned... hoped to go on an outing wif u all... haix...
p.s idiots, i dunno who u all r... but since u all have the guts to say out things, y dun u all dare to write ur names... bo liao...
eh, my friends, sorry if u all have any thing against me using those offending names cuz its just my hokkien nature and the type of surroundings i'm living in... haha...
Ymy love for you will never ends
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
Sick the 2nd time...
Didnt tell anyone that i was sick except those that realise i didnt sound normal during exams period... But that time wasnt serious... just abit of cough & when cough too much, i get out of breathe... mayb bcuz i got asthma history, or perhaps it's a relapse... but since it wasnt serious, i did not visit the docs... and i sort of recovered... but my mum kenna spread by me... she got cough, and fever... 3 straight days og MC.. so sorry mum... but now i kenna again... and kinda serious... 2 nites ago, i couldnt get to slp cuz i had difficulties breathing, no one realise and i din say... then yest, cough came back to visit me... so same syptoms as 1st time, cough and out of breathe... today, morning still ok... but slowly, coughing worsen & i feeling pains and tiredness throughout my body... afternoon, my head starts aching, my eyes was drappy (dunno spell correctly anot)... so after work, went home for dinner, after dinner went to visit the docs (under my parents advice eventhough i was thinking the same thing)... Fever, cough, possibility that my asthma had been trigger off by some virus (meaning: mayb is relapse)... My temperature as high as 38.8 degree celsius... woa... high sia... haix... only good thing is i no nid go to work tmr!! hurray!!
hmm... just had medicine, now feeling damn SLEEPY.... guess i shud go take a rest... heehee... dun mind me being bhb, any Get Well Soon greetings (thru cards or sms) is very much appreciated... thx u all 1st... haha... gtg le... bye!!
Ymy love for you will never ends
Thursday, September 15, 2005
Tiredness...
Woa!! Been some time since i blog... nowadays my post very not updated... cuz last time is dunno wat to post, keep posting rubbish.. heehee... then for this 2 wks, i was like working in the day, studying at nite... until now i feel like a zombie and a machine then cant stop working... SO TIRED!!
Might wanna ask y i work knowing its exam and this sem, my studies sux... well... just so happen the gal left b4 my exam ends... sianz... she work only 1 wk plus lor... shud have study earlier if i knew that she's not going to last that long... haix... forget it... anyway, its my 3rd time working there... haha... not that the job is fun, in fact, its bored to the core... but im more familiar there... no nid spend time to familiarise, and only 6 wk break, who will employ unless they knw u... haix... no choice... inintially i worry that i cant cope wif my papers, which is indeed the true, but both my parent wanna me go... no other option given to me... but at least the employer is very understanding, let me take off for papers and to study... so this wk, i very nice, 5 days work and i only worked for 1.5 days... haha... too bad lar... papers on mon, tues, fri, thurs nid study... at least tues after paper, i went back to help out lor... shud have take that afternoon off to rest at home after chionging for the past 4 days... haha... but when i told my mum that on mon, she lecture me saying that i shud have inform them earlier... so i still went back... heehee...
Gonna spend alot of my pay this time rnd... wanna buy a external hard disk drive for myself, buy mum a bag, buy some clothes, and gonna spend on hootwoon, jeanie, yaoguang, and linghan b.day... all on this 2 mths... wa... must try to scrimp abit... k lar... end here this time round... dunno wat else to write le....
Ymy love for you will never ends
